a different kind of apathy

Saturday, March 19, 2005

SHAONING!!!
wake up! wake up and gasp in horror that its saturday.
the hols are over.
its time to start on your HOMEWORK miss disoriented.
its two metres high piled up outside your room so start on it NOW.
you have 2 chp of econs to understand, 1 chem tut to do after completing the lect notes.
you have 5 pages of maths tut to work on, pls start now.

i cant believe it. the hols are over, just like that.
i din even get to savour it fully and it just swept pass me along its way rushing into history.
BUCK UP GIRL.
im so screwed. esp for art and econs.
i make believe that i understand, that everything's fine, and waste my hours online.
i'm trying, i'll try.

yest i went for choir at 10, cos sops decided to prac earlier.
and when we got there, we met our tenors! so hardworking also... lol.
then prac for abt one hour fifteen min, we went to coro for lunch together.
i really enjoyed spending my time with my choir mates, they're so fun!
prac was good too. had sectionals...
den miss lim got linxin, me shirlene, gongyue, yingfen and val to help her hc alumni choir, cos they were veyr short of girls.
den we got to sing with Tes and liwei. hahaha.woon will be so jealous... so fun lor! :P

den had huang cheng at night. almost din make it, cos i couldnt find the place hurhur.
but it was good, i esp liked the first 2 plays...
all that abt lost time and mistakes, wondering if all that you did was worthwhile, tangible vs intangible gains, and forgiveness.
and the 2nd play on the grandma gave food for thought, how happy families are indeed an illusion, and everyone's so self-centred at the of the day.
hypocrites doing things for show... the world's a stage after all.
i love these 2 plays so layered with meanings

once again, i miss the lit im so out of touch with.
i dont ever want to lose the acute sensitivity cultivated over an arduous two years
i feel it slipping thru my fingers like slippery fine sand.

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